Am I being overly emotional? Fake In-laws?

I'm not sure if Marilyn was kidding about wanting a child that is half white but it sickened me a little. I am black and have dated mostly white and Asian men and it's not because I want a mixed child. Anyway, the situation does sound upsetting. I'm not sure if it's depression rather than you just not wanting to deal with the craziness there. A lot of people forget that just because we married someone doesn't mean that we accept everything that comes along with them and just because we don't doesn't mean we don't love them. I know you're feeling like being there part time would be better because you'd be able to relax and remove yourself from situations you'd rather not be in but if you did this you wouldn't be with your husband and I know that would be more upsetting than all of this. So I say just enjoy the mini vaca visiting your family and try to do that for yourself ever once in a while so you don't go stir-crazy. Good Luck